I’m currently in a relationship with this girl and I love her death. I honestly and truthfully love her. I was unsure at first if it was love or lust but its definitely love. Currently we are in a tango about living together. I spend most of the time over there. I spend the night there majority of the week and have a good handful of clothes over there. The transition over there is not complete tho. Ill still go home two days out the week. Now it’s to the point where my mother is saying its inconvenient for her for me to come home at random (how I don’t know). She told me that I needed to pick a place. My girlfriends house our our house but I can’t come back and forth. I told my girlfriend this and it basically turned into us texting each other paragraphs (well really just me) and crying and confusion. She said she wasn’t ready for me to make the full transition over to her house. She has alot of things she wanted to do first. Secretive is not the word I would use to describe her but she is very private. I still feel like there is so much I don’t know about her. She won’t let me get but so close. It’s like I worship the ground she walks on but she is kicking dirt in my face so I can’t see…….I’m so lost with her. I want to be her everything. With her all the time. She’s not ready but she just won’t come out and say it.